In My Rythym..

     I could not have asked for a more perfect little angel baby. Why did God chose to be so kind to me? I'll never know the expanse of His love. Royce is such a go-with-the-flow kid. He is handsome. He is sweet. I could go on and on but it just sounds like bragging. I assure you it's all fact. haha
    So it's been a while since my last post but I now feel well established in my routine. Very well established actually. I feel like I have such a good grasp on my day to day schedule that my stress level is at zero. If I had known this was possible for me while I was pregnant I would have been much less freaked out about being a mommy. I owe my success to God the Father, the book "Baby Whisperer" and my mother who is the biggest supporter that I have.
     I am reminded by either Jesus voice or my extremely loud conscious that it is a must to live in every moment I am awake. It is far too easy to miss a smile, a clinch of that little hand, or a sweet sigh.When my little one is growing inches before my eyes I can see how easy it is to let the days fly by without hardly remembering what I've done. I try to soak up and drink in his warm little body curled up on my chest, his velvet head pressed up to my cheek, every chance I get. God, it is sweet. No, having a baby at a young age, unmarried, living at home is not ideal for most but how perfect of a plan. I am the best version of myself when I am with him. God has given me Royce as my own personal life saver, keeping me in constant check with myself. I want to give Royce the world, for I believe he deserves nothing less.
     Praise God in all I do. Next on the list is finding a decent husband :) And when I say decent I mean absolutely gorgeous and perfect. haha
    Till then...
    I will be enjoying every second of motherhood...
    It is a gift..